so much things have been happening between us these days that i didn’t have time to write them all down.
i see him almost every day now, for some reasons. it’s almost as if we’re trying to draw close to one another. i don’t know how it is that we keep bumping into each other in a campus with over 30,000 students with different schedules. sometimes i see him several times a day. i don’t even see my friends whom i’ve actually made appointments to meet that many times.
he makes me really happy with all the small moves like sitting behind me without me knowing (i almost flipped my book when i realized he was behind)… walking back and forth into my view etc.
i don’t know why he’s sooo scared of me though. these days he does it less but he almost always freak out or jumps when he sees me.
i don’t feel good about that at all. it makes me feel like i’m a scary girl and he doesn’t want to see me? i already have complex with my looks for being monstrous and scary so it is certainly not my ego booster when he does that.
