One thing my new found freedom has also liberated from is this fear of ending up or having to marry this certain man i disdain so much.
He is supposed to be my brother, my co-worker, my friend. But his lustful eyes on me has really pushed me farther away from where I want to be. I really hope things can work out. I’m just sad things will never be the same as before. I can never look at him the same way. I can never touch him without having to worry.
And on monday, to my great surprise, a certain other man called me to “report” he’s flying that night. He’s leaving the country to go home for the first time in 8 years or so. He wanted to meet me before he leaves in a couple of hours and wanted me to meet him right away. He never changed. It is this obnoxious behavior that caused me to shun him. I have things to do myself. Nevertheless, I was grateful he was polite and kind at other times.
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